THURSDAY ALL OVER AGAIN

rain RAIN rain...........MY THEROPIST SAYS I NEED TO CONTROL MY INNER CIRCLE,BEFORE I COULD TACKLE WHATS OUTSIDE.....HE LIKES TO DRAW STUFF ON THE BOARD,AND THEN ERASE IT,WISH I COULD DO THE SAME FOR THE SERIAL EVENTS IN MY LIFE.....I TOLD HIM I WAS TIRED OF HEARIN MYSELF BLAH BLAH BLAH TO HIM,BUT HE NODDED IN A KINNA SYMPATHETIC NOWHERE NESS,SO I FIGURED HEY FUCK IT,AT LEAST HES ENTERTAINED....THEN SOMETIMES I THINK ,IMAGINE IF HIS SON MET MY DAUGHER AND STARTIN DATING,WOW,WHERE WOULD THE PRIVACY PRIVILAGE THING GO?I MEAN HES HUMAN FROM WHAT I GATHER,SO HOW MUCH AND HOW LITTLE COULD HE TOSS ASIDE?IM JUST TOO STUPID TO BE PRACTICAL ,AND TOO GENIOUS TO LET IT ALL FLOW......BUT I ADMIT IM REALLY REALLY REALLY STARTING TO FEEL ,ALONE HERE............AND IM NOT TAKIN THEIR MEDICATION,EVEN IF I DONT KNOW WHY?FREE DRUGS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE I GUESS?WELL ENUFF RAMBLIN FOR NOW.....